"The body shuts down when the pain gets too bad, that unconsciousness is temporary, that this will pass. But just like always, I didn’t slip away. I was left on the shore with the waves washing over me, unable to drown."
John Green, The Fault in Our Stars (via softerprettier)
Maybe I’ve bitten off more than I can chew. Maybe this is all its going to ever be. Maybe this is really it this time. Maybe i wont get better. Maybe it’ll get worse. Maybe this is the end… I can’t handle this; not right now… I just need to get better… Time will only tell. For now, this is it.
